It's the sixth anniversary of my move to the Springs, so I'm all set here to say something meaningful about it, although now that I come down to the crunch, I can find little to say. I could say something humorous about cycling, like 'who would have ever thought I would have become a crack mountainbiker?' Or about writing, like 'who would have ever thought I'd go off to the US of A to study creative non-fiction?' (Who would have ever thought I'd write a screenplay, either?)
I do remember that on my very first day here, it was 37 C. It was strobe-light bright: something that's hard to convey unless you've been here (it really does seem brighter many than other places, even in the winter). On my first day I also went to one of those shops that sells surfwear (yes, even in the desert) and bought a pair of shorts for ten dollars. And I've never looked back ever since.
This is what I wrote a few minutes ago, without putting any thoughts in:
Seriously
I'm still chewing it over...
Now for some thoughts:
Alice, would I have had it any other way? And would I have ever imagined that I would be a six-year person here, after all my early speculations about how long I would stay in the place?
Seriously, in the last week I've been to several things that have made me think what an amazing place Alice is. I went to an exhibition of art put on by the Women's Shelter, then to the Papunya Tula annual exhibition. At the latter exhibition, I learned about a significant artist and community leader who'd been denied renal treatment in the Territory because it will no longer treat patients from interstate.
So I contacted the Purple House, who publicised his dilemma, and they invited me to visit. The Purple House runs a dialysis service that caters to Aboriginal patients from the western and central deserts, people who travel hundreds of kilometres to receive treatment in Alice, because it's closer than Perth, etc, and they feel more comfortable here for various reasons. Behind this organisation and the others that I've mentioned above are stories about incredible determination to do something in response to a situation or a problem.
I've also been interviewing people for the book I'm trying to write, and over and over again, I've been struck by the spirit and determination, the entrepreneurialism that people often show when they set out on some business venture or cause in central Australia.
I'm not going into detail now, because I'm planning to write and publish on these themes in greater depth some day, but I'm still musing on some of the connections between these places and events. (I mean, how often do you hear the words 'Sothebys' and 'dialysis' in the same sentence?) It's been said that Alice is built on the Aboriginal dollar, and it's true that the Aboriginal industry is never too far from any venture here or rationale for doing things. It's a bit of a truism, of course, that all Australia is built on the back of Aboriginal people. But here, the truth of that is never far from the surface.
I had a conversation with Barista a few months ago, in which he said something like he couldn't imagine that Alice would be very spiritually sustaining, something like that. I'm still chewing it over... I know what he meant, or at least I think I do: there aren't the cultural and social resources that a city like Melbourne has. (On the other hand, I would struggle to put 'Sydney' and 'spiritual' in the same sentence, tho one has to welcome the irreverence of Sydney-siders at times.) Alice is spiritually challenging, but is it nourishing? I'm not sure.
The thing about Alice is that it brings you closer to the reality of things. There are problems living here that largely relate to distance: a lot of the issues surrounding 'sea change' locations are compounded, and then there's the whole layer of overt racism on top of things. As someone observed to me today, the desert people here are 'a minority colonised in their own country within a short period of time'.
But for all that, the place seems more real, more attuned to the cycle of life and death. The potential harshness and brevity of things. I often wonder how much this place has gotten under my skin: if I leave, will I always be drawn back to the centre? How much would I think about it? Would the memories slowly fade or immediately disappear, as if I'd been living in a fold in time and returned like some Rip Van Winkle-type stranger to civilisation? Truly I expect memories of Alice to have more traction than those of other places.
Do I regret coming here? Not for a minute or a heartbeat.
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